I don’t think you so lonely

23 June, 2011 (05:04) | Uncategorized | By: chrdanshi1

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Food sweet gradually from the kitchen. Mother figure at the light is incredibly somewhat rickets. This I in the world the most close woman, is a day, weak, and days old one day she was too weak to take care of. My tears suddenly fell down.

A, mother cry

Mom had been cheated. Liar is not clever style sunglasses trick, but is the use of the mother as a stranger timidity, easily fooled her mobile phone and 300 dollars. Be cheat empress mama look of a few days, all MuMuDe eyes didn’t dare to look me, as do the wrong thing children. When I was young, I broke the dishes, is this kind of facial expression. ­

See her duty member qie qie of look in the eyes, I can’t bear to blame the heroic, to comfort her: all right!!!!! Not one broken mobile phones and 300 dollars? Hard words a day, I had earned back! I know mother will not believe, but still say, say that finish turned to work, also do not go out, heard a depressive crying. ­

I can’t believe my ears-memory, mom has been very strong character, and dad noise is turned upside down and never through tears, now, she was crying! I the whole people stood there, not knowing what to do, the cry of woman, she is my mother, I’m hungry and thirsty to she ACTS like a child; Gas the bitter, and she complained to; Like the music, but it is often is the last one and she Shared. She is my foundation I harbour, but now she is so sad, but I don’t know how to comfort her pain. ­

Mom did not marry the eldest daughter of the former is home in one hand, brought up several sibling, who is home after the pillar of the family, a spots up. She likes reading, smart, can be in the mind of the south, I work life of foreign city, she is easy to be cheated, I can see her, there is no shame about injustice and remorse. ­

Home from work, the mother’s eyes or irritation, I have no way of comfort, had to pretend not to see. ­

At night we slept in the same bed, two people can’t get a wink of sleep, will be tossed and turned all crushed creaky beds. Mother is read aloud I wander outside, deliberately cast over takes care of me, just way she rented the house I QianChenBuRan, every day learn to guangdong housewife carefully, just to soup can let me in the country also feel at home. ­

Suddenly thought of, mama of tears because-were tricked into frustration in second, she must be for oneself give I “trouble” and uneasy. ­

Impression, this is the second time I saw mom so sad tears. The first is grandpa died, she howled, pour to me about grandpa’s life thanks to bitter, about his winter often wear piece of old cotton-padded clothes…… That a few night, mother so tired when it went to sleep, and though his face has been deeply ZouWen, can ShuiRong tender as a child. From that on, I began to realize that, in my eyes always strong mother also have fragile helpless, she, also just a father at the daughter. ­

Second, accompanying the time

The second day, rental houses chanel bags the power went out, don’t know what’s wrong with the line, home in the dark. Fatigue and mood of nothing all I fall in bed. I do not know when the mother go out, called the security, security and found the teacher, I finally got circuit to fix it. ­

Light, mama in the kitchen busy, silent. I’m sorry to stand behind her, let out a cry mom, to know what to say. As you can imagine, can not speak mandarin, listen to don’t understand guangdong dialect of she, how much your breath, just call fee to security. And I, will only capricious ground enabling their emotion flood. ­

Food sweet gradually from the kitchen. Mother figure at the light is incredibly somewhat rickets. This I in the world the most close woman, is a day, weak, and days old one day, she was too weak to take care of. My tears suddenly fell down. ­

I sincerely to hurt her, loved her? –as her so DuoNian to have been hurt me, love me like that! ­

Although work or are very busy, I began to smoke time with mom buy canada goose vegetables, trying to find the spirit of fresh and juicy turnip and NenShengSheng cabbage for a few cents of, and CaiFan bargaining. Every time I want to buy a bunch of back, mom said food to eat fresh, every day to try to win sb’s favor, I know, she is to cherish our mother and daughter shopping time together. ­

Each to the foreign children to accompany the mother like mom’s lonely as. A little color TV set is the only partner, mother of idle, she even for trouble me weave sweater, actually up south weather basically don’t wear sweaters. Three meals per day she give me the change pattern, although do not understand the local vernacular, she just TV programs on television for nearly 30 fluids to practice! ­

Mama to, I eat three square meals at home. Every time approached the cabin of the rent just open the door, mom early, falsely yan etc. With me She smiled and said I walk up the stairs, like small steps heavy tiger went up into the mountain, and a listen to the voice of the dong boom will know that I came back. In order to make her happy, I like to eat small tiger had to drink soup stick out your tongue to lick a lick, she didn’t blame me a miss house kind, but clear is a happy smile. ­

Three, I just don’t want to let you so lonely

Rental housing nearby have a “garden”, to a premises in the evening and lively very old, old man in dance music from enjoying life. I dared mother also to jump, but she only in watching, shy smile. Couldn’t pull the her, I will join the ranks of the old man, strain to twist the waist kick, want to give her demonstration. Mother looked at me and the look in the eyes and pride and pet drowned. Go home, she let I taught her how to twist method, a waist leg to play that can be in a lot of places, and can’t play, like a shy little girl. ­

The garden of the old man dancing, and also have the field of night, mother and a henan to feel the old lady, standing under the tree NaQiangBeiDiao talk for a long time, because on this side is to take care of a single daughter, two people much more special topic. Next day night, mama etc. For a long time, the old lady never came, henan for mom did not leave the phone number and regret. ­

The city is so strange, and we both prosperous and is so humble and all alone, we matter together will feel less lonely slightly. ­

Mom and dad heard that day and the phone, detailed questions about home situation, “the grapes to ripen?” and so on, I just know, her heart has caring home!!!!! Only in there, she overmature day to enrich the peace of mind, each neighbors kind, every thing she do conveniently, only in their own home, mom would confidence happy. ­

I secretly for mom bought tickets in her home in this city, the last few days, I accompany her shopping for a mall, went to a former sun yat-sen, buy a few dishes, jumped several dance, bought suit cases clothes snacks to send her get on the bus. The red car, mama be green with envy ground to ask me: “are you don’t think mom to give you not trouble, so will I go back?” ­

Eldest brother is the hand I for the foot

23 June, 2011 (05:01) | brother | By: chrdanshi1

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The eldest brother said, father a few years to spend all the savings of the black sheep in my body.

When I heard this early, 4 years old, don’t understand what’s his tiffany necklace meaning. Later I came to know that he was one of the last super living in the team, therefore, as a teacher’s father was fined 20000 yuan.

I was forced to study.

As long as saw me and that a bunch of uneducated brother mixed together, eldest brother will public indiscriminate hit me, told me I must study to pay off his father’s debt. I promised to the mouth, I thought: when I grow up, make you look good!!!!!

In just a few years, I then and he is general tall. Can I dare real ugg not to strike back, he has been ill, the body angular, I’m afraid a punch in the past will carry him to the buddhist paradise, so no one gave me money.

“The black sheep of his family” this title, eldest brother has been called. I had 18 years old birthday that day, his classmates in the face of the numerous, openly called “the black sheep of his family.” House full of friends, I burst out laughing his hands clasped the birthday candle, pointing to his forehead, harsh voice to his apology.

Then he half a head shorter than me, he not only not apologize, also threatened to so call for a lifetime. I immediately, really knocked him to the ground. That night, I first and his brother war broke out.

After the birthday before ugg outlet long, I will go to the north in college. Before I leave, eldest brother didn’t for me. He said he didn’t like me, brother. I’m standing in the summer flowers in the garden of the brilliant, endure for a long time, but failed to stop running tears. I tell myself, and then secretly and he was not.

Unusually cold winter in the north. Mother DuoCi called and asked whether to need to send me clothing, I initially said no, really later could not support, he said it. Post Phone the head, I had a mother, 10 million to remind ordinary package, don’t post post express parcel, so to save money.

Less than four days, climbing over the mountains and express parcel turn on my hands. I hold thick package, to mother telephoned, more than pleased, I blame softly: “mom, why must express parcel post? Spend in their 40 dollars!”

The mother answer: “I also want to save money, can you eldest brother not forced to express mail, said was afraid of the cold, old at night rob his quilt……”

Hang up the phone, I strip open packages, tears miss their aged parents and unemployed eldest brother, do not know them how’s it going?

On Chinese New Year I go home, train late for eight hours. Sitting in a crowded train, every 1 hour, I will be receiving the eldest brother telephone.

Exit was crowded with people, while I rubbed the palm, a carry heavy baggage, walked towards the bus station. Fresh out of not far, turn head and see the people of brother in the stand a-tiptoe look around.

He was still so simple, dressed in a few years ago, and my body, soldier coat is a bustling scene in big cities. Obviously, he didn’t recognize, the well-dressed big boy, it is his brother.

I called him, he was some trance. Took my hand when I feel the box, his body that an unique strength. The time of half an year, his strong, and like a ZhuangJiaRen…….

After the Spring Festival, I return to the school, in the heavy snow above the average the train. Eldest brother pulled my collar, repeatedly told me to the north must give him a call.

Later, I listen to the mother said to the guangdong alone eldest brother. Once, I see the migrant workers for the question of wages on fruit to commit suicide news, holding the newspaper, I remembered the first time short strong eldest brother, of his top all day on, dusty braving the mud brick, up and down dozens of stories for low income, not hesitate to into my account.

I love you not give the most is the pain

23 June, 2011 (05:00) | pain | By: chrdanshi1

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That year he sat down grassy slopes, for I clumsily comb a root, slimy had to think, then we would never so close to each other?

Back then, I was a tireless streets of Bailey Button UGG Boots girl, to run is often caught him, forced by before desk, teach me how to read. I cry, like a received the infinite injustice of the little lamb, while he didn’t pay attention to, and can’t wait to run to the mother’s side, accused him of the evil. Mother was young, had oneself to like people, were eventually forced grandpa and grandma apart, married to do the teacher of run by him. Therefore, between them, always from a layer is mother deliberately set up obstacles, unintelligible. And I, but cunning use of their the diaphragm, so as to avoid his various censure and demanding.

That year with his mother, and frequently quarrel, and their feelings, also in noisy jeopardy, finally arrived in the point of no way to go.

Is a sun warm winter afternoon, I and a group of students in running and soon after lunch and messy hair come, like a howl of small mad. He in the crowd who caught me, will I pull up the hill, and then use do not know from where get a small comb, and the silence and gentleness, to I comb a plait. The sun through a thin thin section of the branches of Chinese jujube, fell on my soft hair tip, he stout arms around, and there were large wither in the grass; A love to show off the child, in a song on top of the mountain. At that moment, all around you, in this flow of light, honey afternoon become quiet, gentle, indifferent to fame or benefit, good. One moment, I even think, he and I actually have been this estrangement is to love each other, and will never be vehement of ordinary apart.

Then someone to send chanel bags letters, said let him take me to the county civil affairs bureau, my mother was there and so he did. His face, instantly pale. To remind him, said is teacher Lin, don’t be sad, you can also find a new, ya ya to the city, with reading’s not so bad.

I pa to stand up and shouted: who said I’m going to town of reading!!!!! I want to play in the mountains, I want to eat persimmon, I don’t talk to friends apart! He’s at my yelling, suddenly turned me pull over, to the bottom is a remorseless slap. I to whining screamed, yelling “her mother to save me! I want to mother!” He suddenly in this sentence, lost play my strength.

That was the first time he hit me, and the last time.

Then I will follow the mother, went to the county, and quickly in the uncle’s help, to the best of the county primary schools. I entrance of that day of, he take others tricycle, run of the dozens of the mountain road, came to see me. Back then I just after class, heard someone outside the door hesitate to call my RuMing, will give the illusion, thought is in the mountains, ran out of school, he caught sight of him in the crowd.

I think of yourself will soon have short ugg a new home, and there will be a new dad, and suddenly the immediate dusty hike, the man born distance. I hesitated a, dodge, do not know how to deal with his smile. Finally he came over, want to hug me, but feels unwell, only the hand of a beautiful bag pass, and said, take you into the city, the ya ya, you’ve been noisy to this bag, this time give you bought, in the city, and a good study, don’t compare, dad to give you the money regularly send.

I, as he will be 19 bag hangs from the shoulder, and then very not to give his face to say: my uncle, just give me new bought bag.

He in this sentence after, suddenly once turned round to go to for a long time, refused to see me.

I know, I know, the proud man, must be crying.

Don’t keep son don’t know parents grace

23 June, 2011 (04:59) | parents grace | By: chrdanshi1

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I went to the university, father to shenyang send me. At the station, the train was open, father and crowded, to my side, told me: “time will come out, look for your elder sister around, if met, he told her, dad don’t stop her, if she like it, and marry that man, as long as she can come back often look at me.” I suddenly heart in a acid, my father is a bad temper, and proud, conceited people, to elder sister, father seldom lost his temper.

The elder sister’s mother died in her early, father ugg boot sale was five, and took a wife, and gave birth to me. Elder sister and mother of the friction has not broken, father dilemma. Elder sister graduated third day didn’t run away, itself to the shenyang elder sister-in-law.

I go home to find her elder sister-in-law, elder sister-in-law said that she had no words for years. I went to the hospital, she worked on night market, hotel, the attendant, street supermarket put stall, the elder sister of the vegetable market vendors… All have no sight of her. I think, if she and the man together, go to other cities?

Sophomore year, one evening in late autumn, my classmates and I go after examination after eat wonton, talking about the content. A thin woman came up to the top, I took the chopsticks, was about to eat, suddenly saw her. She is put another bowl wonton to put her face before the students, sallow, eye socket, the bleaching in casually hair tied back, like a punk withered of weeds. I seized him thin arms, was called out: “elder sister.”

So DuoNian, I was the first australian uggs sale call her elder sister. Her into the bowl of a hand, “hua” fell to the floor with a, the eyes have no my memory is stubborn, looked me up and down for a long time, just call me: “life?”

She has been married, from a dish just coolie, starts later met and her work at the same hotel a jilin guy. Others very honesty, mean or two-the luggage moved in together, and colleagues in the hotel eat meal, even become a home. After getting married, two men quit my job and put the wonton booth, and barely make a living. She gave birth to a little girl, still less than two years.

I blame her: why so long all not contact with home? Don’t you know dad more worried about you! She didn’t speak in tears, of lashes.

Father received my phone, the second uggs bailey button day will come. I take him to the wonton vendor’s stand, kept away from a distance, the father stopped, looked at the kiosk busy she, suddenly squat in the sidewalk, like a little kid blare into tears.

She saw his father, for half a day, RuDong lips, also don’t know what to say. A little girl LieLieJuJu over, young voice to childishness asked, “mommy, why are you crying? Who is he?” She hurriedly pull the child, walk to her father and said, “call, quick call master……”

Father picked up the child and LaoLei already, face.

Later, she said to me, do not keep son don’t know parents grace. Because of the children of her own, she knew father is actually so love her. So DuoNian, her formidable, her wayward father, just the fear in my will, after ignoring her. So, she will use extreme ways that reminds father adore her.

My great for your eyes and life

23 June, 2011 (04:56) | life | By: chrdanshi1

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He is but the department chanel bag authority tiny-little section until retirement, didn’t also, mix last is families. But he has his pride, that is his daughter.

Daughter was born and versatile, testimonials hang a full wall, there still have many is one of the country’s award, especially daughters articles, small age on the a and a magazine. Every daughter published, he would put the magazine to the office, to look at one in the office, it is very “accidental” colleagues found, through, say, your daughter: Lao Yang in the future to make the writer! He then hey hey smile, said humbly: well! In fact he is in the heart, the daughter of a writer. He even wanted to become a writer, daughter in the future: he can also write about her story, then called “celebrity anecdotes…….”

He gave his daughter write diary, each hermes handbags grow very seriously, remember. The mediocre him in this life, the world one more he, little, he has nothing, but is not the same as the daughter, her life must be like a mountain, like every step is up. And he is her up, driving force.

The thought of these, he refreshed. In the office of the WoNangQi by those who have vanished.

Back home, and he touched her daughter’s head chanel bags and said: girl, to dad work hard, I also testing a Peking University and tsinghua university shock. They shock

In his own authority, does not have a child entered Beijing!

You are not the kind of bad boy, they say

23 June, 2011 (04:53) | Love | By: chrdanshi1

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He was nine years old, my father because didn’t mind your own cheap uggs for sale greed into prison. Although friends and students around and not so and alienated or laugh at him, but he always feel that every one who knows his people laughed at him as a criminal son. Like a seed of toxic himself, in his mind, he made a bud is becoming more and more silent, for each came near his people are full of inconsistent sexual alert. At that time, his greatest wish is to transfer and move to a no one know him and not familiar with his family background place. In order to make up for the SINS of the father committed, mother took almost sold out, she QiZaoTanHei to get busy living in groceries on the stand, to earn money, also is to maintain a mother and child two people’s living just.

More than disappointment, he began to play truant, and the bad boy mixed together, all night doesn’t return to the Internet to play games, have no money will go to steal. He dare not steal, they steal the mother, the mother found, the play he scold him, let he’ll never do that again. He is low head did not say anything. Later, because the mother’s too strict stolen, he and the street of the bad boy of money, the students with mother to police station led through him several times, desperate, and decided to take him to the far away my grandmother’s house.

Crying, he refused to go to, the make mother is the heart of iron, sat for a day and a night train and take along while the bus, again walk more than a hour, sent him up to the mountain of my grandmother’s house.

Mother cry to say to grandma all, said she with him.

Grandma without further ado, take him. The mother went, a step back, a full face of tears, but he is indifferent to play the roadside stone, a pair of the appearance of it doesn’t matter.

In the mountain village only dozens of families, a trip to the town go about an hour and a half. My grandmother’s house even TV all have no, he went to three uncle home watching TV, can obviously feel welcome. They see his eyes like prevent thieves, he thick-skinned, don’t care, they hate against the look in the eyes continue hanging on in the somebody else to watch TV. Until one day, he came back from the street heard her aunt in and three fight, grandma seemed very angry voice, a lot to scold aunt: you three dog ate the conscience of a bad thing!!!!! Jia jia father to you before you forget how good? He is now SINS, but jia jia is a good boy! Do you have any evidence that he took your money?

Warm sunshine village stroked his shed tears, is slowly ah, a long no man said he is a good boy?

In fact, he really steal took three house money. Uncle He felt the uncle and aunt are so annoying, don’t steal white don’t steal, he put the money into the walls of a crack in the wall, with crushed stone, don’t want to give it back. Then, run to the mountain to stay home very late.

Grandma didn’t ask if he isn’t really stolen three uncle home, but QiGuGu money said, jia jia, no matter what others say, grandma believe you.

Looking at the grandmother of glistening hair and turbidity and kind of look in the eyes, he suddenly have a want to cry feeling, but held back the, pretend to like it, the long eyelid to dinner.

Perhaps is aunt said what, three people in the village all the sufferer to avoid him, as if he is evil. Is the bitterest curse He is very angry, and can’t, who let him is a record of the child?

Only grandma, not only don’t abandon him and he took the baby. She walks with a cane tottering ground to ask the teacher school to take his the drop-in trembling as she gave him the laundry, to eat him to. In the remote mountain village, can have what good? How much more will grandma so old, kind of the crops also keep the cattle. He often sat in the village head wall miss the city to McDonald’s tears, want to sneak back in the mountains, drove along while also didn’t find the way back to the city.

Because of his bad person in the village and greedy, he often steal their chicken, they pick of the fruit of the tree, therefore, usually someone to grandma raised every time, sending fighters into sending fighters into the raised the result is the same, as long as grandma rang on a few throat, then muttered a few words of the end.

At that time, he felt grandma too cattle, than he was in town with the small hun hun chief of the ox.

He never steal money, one of the grandma because ugg outlet grandma have little money, and the second is grandma is the only one to say he is not a bad kid, he didn’t want to use the fact that he really to grandma a bad kid.

He likes his grandma with rough hand touch head feeling, like her trust in looking at he says he heard the sermon ten thousand times story.

In the past year, the country’s lonely drab fast drove him mad, he want a game machine. It is said that the town has sold about 200 yuan, and he thought a lot of method still didn’t get the money.

Sometimes he would look at grandma wrist stunned, grandma there is a very thick on the silver bracelets, craft old grandpa’s grandmother, to the dowry, from put on that day, grandma didn’t take it off. Grandma said, dead also want to wear it, is that she and grandpa’s joint trust, or, afraid to go to the grave DuoNian grandfather didn’t recognize her.

Say these, she turbid eyes will send out a clear light, as if she would go to place beautiful.

Like a game of his thoughts quickly ugg boots cheap crazy, have so a few times, he fell asleep while grandma to pick bracelets, years of toil let grandma hand joint coarsens get bigger, pick don’t come down.

He had to give up to read to the bracelet, secretly away neighbors eat grass in the hill to the town of goats, use the money to buy sell goat back to his passionate video games.

He had a game machine carefully in the door, but still be grandma see, grandma asked him how many money? He stuffy head, not to talk, open the packing box, long install batteries will play up.

After a while, he suddenly heard her in the yard ah let out an audible, that voice, like sucking air conditioning, is down to play addictive, he too lazy to go out to see. Play hungry, he shouted: I’m hungry.

Estimate the grandma dinner is ready, he went out in search of food, but see grandma is still in the kitchen stove with one hand and get busy living, as if another hand didn’t exist. Some of his strange, turned look, the look, he startled, grandma’s left hand bag with a piece from an old garment taken out of the cloth, her wrist is empty, the silver bracelet disappeared.

I’m not little pig, is the princess

23 June, 2011 (04:50) | Love | By: chrdanshi1

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On Christmas Eve, the shop window glass cheap uggs painted with Santa Claus and the Christmas tree, some businessmen the door put red lantern, is full of festive and warm. But I have no, nothing. I walk in the poor arms in the cold wind, suddenly feel the pocket and two dollars, so I went to the supermarket, want to buy yourself a little something to eat.

The supermarket is big, walked two laps, I lost. Touch the learning supplies area, I saw a pen, very beautiful, dad never bought me such a beautiful pen. I take in the hand rubbed, fondle admiringly.

In the supermarket, I was two security guards stopped, they say I’m stealing food in the supermarket. Many people gathered round up a security, said, you are yourself out? Or let us take you to the police station? I clearly remember not take, who know the pen how run to my pocket? I was so embarrassed to find a DeFeng into.

Walk two years, although the river’s lake ed hardy clothing
face don’t red heart not to jump to cheat and smart, but never steal things. At the beginning of the village two uncle said outside of yao is very easy to earn money, and I will follow him out. Who knows but put a card in the street, and put the cheat money. Even though I don’t like the job, but I do think I had saved enough money for tickets home, he quit. But two years, there has been no saving a ticket to the money.

I was crying. At this time, the tree came out from the crowd, she said, the United States elim, you this girl, mom at that time no see, you will bring calamity. I at that time no response to come over, stay into watched her. She rushed me a wink, beauty elim, you come over, with security that a wrong uncle. Say to the security guard tolerantly turned around and said, the child is small, don’t send police station, are usually my laxity and gave her a chance to correct the wrong, ok? Also, we bought this pen.

The pen is beautiful trees, to give to my first gift CARDS, and at the same time, and the hero of the I have a nice name, beauty elim.

The crowd gradually cleared, the chanel bags tree said, you go home!!!!! I shook his head, and nodded his head.

Out of the supermarket, beautiful tree went east, I followed her to follow suit. Beautiful tree to stop and ask me how don’t go home? I hold the tree said, mom, I ~ 12 years to meet you.

The tree was 28 years old, and I’m 12 years old.

Late mother love

23 June, 2011 (04:48) | mother love | By: chrdanshi1

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The rugged streets, JingPi town, quiet, boundless, vast, carefree and…

The girl was in junior high school, began to avoid companion, a person watching the day, watching the clouds, she, have some pride; After class, the students went out to play, and she alone, looking for that can’t see the window overlooking the happiness, she, have some lonely.

No one ever try to understand her, of ugg bailey button course, she also does not need to blossom, status, her cloud one appreciate, her, or so stuck-up.

Maybe, she in what to evade the; Maybe, she at pursue what; Maybe, she really poor…… She has a love of his mother, even disgust, and she had a extremely even shadow all could not see father, in her deep memory, never dad, the definition of the word more no so-called the existence of a mother’s love.

Yes, she never like any mother that, called his daughter with a “baby”, give my daughter a loving kiss, even a birthday gift, a New Year’s money, she didn’t give a daughter. By her husband abandoned her because of the “” menopause in advance, temper quite angry, they together day, seem to only endless bickering and silent of the cold war.

She also had never dared to his real ugg boots own mother say the truth, because her mother seemed to have never understood her, she and her, the basics, can but won’t say, can not together, will not together.

When mother walked into the life the room, “noise” also went into the daughter of the hollow heart. “Call you wash clothes washing powder don’t put so much, clear not just don’t put clean!” “You write how good the word? All day in there to write!” “My last month to your money? And finished with a black sheep!!!!!!!!!” “You see you cook a meal yo! Put so many meters, carefree m much eat?” It’s similar to the words in her ear repeated many times, like as the cycle of life, and forever has no end. In her eyes, seems to do what is all wrong daughter, she put her life all the unpleasant it out on her body.

Mother is watching TV, the final exam, even if it’s daughter, she will also open to a TV at two o ‘clock, even enter the dreamland daughter also won’t get moment quiet, because side will also came from time to time, her mother the cries of the boy, never seems to never gave any daughter a quiet learning environment…

She has a sister, mother love her even more than the oneself of cheap ugg
daughter, mother every time all call cousin “YaoEr”, the cousin was three years old, to listen to her mother called “mom”, cousin also call “mother”, and my mother, seems to have never to refuse to mean, often use she never said to her daughter said niece said: “to YaoEr, lovely, go, we go to buy something to eat!” Then two men and cheerfully left, leaving my daughter a lonely figure. In the mother’s eyes, she seems to be invisible, and cousin, is her daughter, every time cousin to the house did something bad, mother said she did, and hit her, scold her……

Campus that tree, or that our familiar figure, looking at the empty sky, she despised companions laughter, even envy, her, is the same, the proud. No one would have thought, she had a past that the idea of elysium, she wants to go to look for, dad. But, she doesn’t want to own fate so ordinary end…… She still proud,, and her, holding back tears in my eyes……

For the father loves the mountain, all the way through

23 June, 2011 (04:42) | Uncategorized | By: chrdanshi1

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Father is a dumb, and this has been my heart a dull pain.

My home is in a remote town, the father cheap ugg is in the corner of the small town with a baked wheat cake stand feed a family to make money. Listen to people, and said, my hometown is not here, is the parents then moved to here. Every holiday, my father always a person back to grandma and grandpa sent the dead, and then come back in the afternoon with we eat meal. Sometimes I make and go to, but he doesn’t let, niang said you are female doll, go to a what? This leads me to the father was dissatisfaction.

And with other children play together, they always reject I say: “your father is a mute, we don’t play with you!” Only this one, I hate the father, blame him is a mute, and the more strange mother shouldn’t give I found a mute father. Mother heard my ass words, immediately ruthlessly slapped me in the face, the father saw, stopped in the past, toward my arms into the bosom, I don’t appreciate, but put him, his push to run away. The father stood there and ha ha to giggle.

Seven years old day, I carried the bag followed his father walked into the best in town, listening to the elementary school a father chloromide M.E.A. with gestures and teacher “speak” words, I face the roof, especially when the shame I entered the classroom, some classmates say of me: “look! She is the daughter of the dumb,” I want to find a more in the earth into cracks. After returning from school, I heel father agreed: not again after he into our school half step, otherwise I would have turned to him. Father thought for a moment, or silent nod.

Because his father of reason, I in among the students always can’t lift head, they play with me, I be also lazy and their contacts, in solitude, I tasted the bitter was left, but it is such environment gave me too much thinking about space and learning time. In order to make their own inner that a little precious self-esteem no longer hurt, I tried to learn, good result brings me a lot to comfort, whenever I hear others take me as an example to education of their children, my heart will be transitory uncontrollable joy, while it also became a father only to show off the capital, looking at him all smiles,

My heart is very excited, dad! If you can speak it well!

As the growth of the age, I gradually understand the father of the ugg boots cheap online hardships of life, every day, he would not bright day up with noodles, and surface after fermentation, pack good thing, and the mother took her JiaZiChe came to baked wheat cake pan, a day before the start of the busy, in order to get the business, he always smiles on his nut.she grabbed the guests to left, sometimes run into rude, eat not to give money to suffer supercilious look outside, father and insult. I’m a dummy’s daughter, have bear so much pressure, father of the inner pain can be imagined, when I think about here, I can for own past thoughts and practice and ashamed, several times, I wanted to run to his to kneel before him, begging his pardon, but I don’t really have the courage of stubborn do so, before my father, and I still is the deputy look of disdain. Her mother looked at, always yelled at my rudeness, and father doesn’t mind, he is still low smile.

18 years old, I excellent hermes bags grades admitted to the county high school, received on the admission that day, father glad to have to face blossomed, and he put the day’s baked wheat cake free of all the guests.

Leave the father, I long out of relief, I finally from the one that makes me sad place. But then, I also worried that the city of the homecoming know father is a mute, look at my face, the sad father seems to guess this, he didn’t wait me to speak, is in the school before and with gestures to I reiterated that childish agreement. So, every Sunday, my father and I went to the city on the biggest store door, he gave the money to me, just step back after three left back, looked at his eyes, I was reluctant to part with the tears can control flow down.

The heart of a mother

23 June, 2011 (04:38) | mother | By: chrdanshi1

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My grandma dementia.

The grandmother first don’t know mac cosmetics grandpa, resolutely forbid the “strange man” on her bed, seeks the 50 years of his wife had to sleep in the living room. And then the grandmother one day out of the door was not observed in the police station, and finally help buyers are finally going to her find her talent, the original grandmother heart and soul to find her childhood home and refused to admit that today’s home with her any relationship.

Coax to cheat, very not easy to persuade the grandmother to stay, but forgot to her grandmother with a big hand from the nephew of the niece, thought they were a bunch of wild child, to grab her food, her use crutches beat them, skill protect live him his job: “go away to go away, I must not eat meal.” Make the family are in distress situation.

Thanks to the grandmother also know a person-my mother, remember she is his own daughter. Every time I see her, and a smile on the face can, that her: “plush, and.” The evening move to a bench sitting downstairs, nagging: “how to still don’t spilled from school?” -even the woolly daughter have graduated from college.

The family ChiZhun of grandma’s this, after her again to say to his home, browbeating her: “again make, and don’t you.” Grandma will immediately to quiet down.

Have a year to the National Day, they, my christian louboutin online mother to do that cooking dinner for our guests. The table is a very strange and grandmother of action. Whenever a dish serve, the grandmother will alert to spy out all around, furtive, asing if is a ready to stealing sugar child. Finally no one noticed her judgment, the grandmother is under the eyes, a big chopsticks carry food, be big enough in their pockets. We are dead, yet each containing didn’t see, only the grandmother himself, as if that you do very cleverly hidden, revealing huge smile. The meal to eat…… It is difficult.

After the last-dish on, has been busy touched not to mother, just from the kitchen out and asking the guest “eat well no,” side from the plate conveniently pick some eat leftovers. At this time, my grandmother once the bullet up, and took hold of the mother’s hand-heaved her mother puzzling, had to follow, and she got up.

The mother and grandmother all the way to the door, and wary of use a body block of the line of sight of people, and then in the pocket, cutting the grinning! Just hid in the inside of the carrying out to go to the dish in his hand a plug: “mother, I have to give you spilled a, you eat ah, you eat?”

Mother hands hold a pile of all kinds, hybrid chanel bags shop a group, squeezing the food not forming, for a long time, just left looked up and saw the grandmother’s smiling face, she burst into tears.

Diseases of the world and cut off all contact with grandma, let her forgotten life-all linked, all dear friend, and the only can’t cut, mother and daughter is the blood, her spirit of the disease is under the erosion has slowly died.